reputably Antonyms

i'm not too proud to say discreditably unhappily shamefully raggedly embarrassingly distressingly disgracefully disconcertingly despondently i'm ashamed to say hate to say i'm embarrassed to admit i regret to say i hate to say i feel so ashamed i feel shame for i feel ashamed that i am ashamed to admit i am ashamed to hate to tell dejectedly cheerlessly ignominiously ignobly faultily disreputably dismally confusedly clumsily badly arduously immorally infamously nefariously lamentably awkwardly inadequately squalidly sordidly slimily shadily scandalously alas