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i'm not too proud to say discreditably unhappily shamefully embarrassingly distressingly disgracefully disconcertingly despondently i'm ashamed to say hate to say hate to tell i'm embarrassed to admit i regret to say i hate to say i feel so ashamed i feel shame for i feel ashamed that i am ashamed to admit i am ashamed to dejectedly cheerlessly lamentably faultily disreputably dismally dingily confusedly clumsily badly arduously ignobly ignominiously immorally awkwardly inadequately squalidly sordidly slimily shadily scandalously infamously alas