self-disgust
Noun
Meaning
shame resulting from strong dislike of yourself or your actions
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To truly esteem oneself means that one must be capable of feeling shame or self-disgust when one does not live up to a certain standard.
You look fine. - Right. I look fine. Except I don't, said Zora, tugging sadly at her man's nightshirt. This was why Kiki had dreaded having girls: she knew she wouldn't be able to protect them from self-disgust.
He expresses his self-disgust at having tried to console himself by having three different mistresses during his travels in Europe and begs Jane to forgive him for these past transgressions.
The other attitude is one of self-disgust and misanthropy.